Take time to smell flowers on this Rocky Road we travel

Well seems I had to make a tough decision in Life this morning

One that breaks my heart in two!!

I bowed out of the wholesale business for the time being??

I have had a bad week friends!

Yep had another visit to the ER and by the way let me tell you they can sure treat you like dirt!

I do not have insurance, I can't afford insurance right now!

The last visit a few months back I thought I was going to set up payment plans for

Well I was wrong!! Hmmmm...............seems if you can't meet their specs of what they prefer you pay

And due to my neglect of not paying regular to them

They turned it over for collections

Yes when you visit an ER room after they turn you over you are ?? no longer a human being that deserves any compassion for the situation at hand, let alone your health LOL

My condition has worsened and after phone calls to my regular doctor who is an hour away from me

I find out that chances are this is nothing but STRESS related!!

But before any more of those magic pills that make it go away will be prescribed I have to have an MRI done

HA!!!!!!!!!!!

Try that one without insurance and see how much it costs!! And then dig into an empty pocket and see how far you reach LOL

So right now I have bowed out of wholesale, and oh my gosh it breaks my heart bad!!

Because that would of been my option to be able to even pay for this mess!

But because of the stress related to the wholesale business and not having time to breath or rest properly

that was the only choice I could make

so my flowers are not so sweet smelling today??

What happened in life that compassion is not something you find often in the medical field at all

If you are not aware of it........a hospital charges twice as much for a non insured individual then they do if you walk through their door with a plastic card in your hand??

It saddens me at just what this world has come to? My regular doctor even though he is only ONLY an hour away from me which makes it difficult to see him, is a great old fashioned doc that will work with you on billing. Only problem is..........he works for a hospital affiliated with the same hospital I am having financial 

problems at...........so his advice to me is to control all stress!!

For those that know me I will still be making and selling items

And heck I have even yes found some POSITIVE in this

I sell items SO CHEAP on wholesale anyway

that I can list them on auction at that price and possibly even get more for them

I can also now concentrate on maybe making some unique things again that should fetch me far more

then wholesale. Not to mention this should free up enough time to list more on my regular selling venue

Darn this may just all around be better for me in the long run.

I may enjoy creating again without the stress come to think of it LOL

Thank you for listening to my rambling today

Hugs to all

Just little ole Aunt B

Welcome to Simple Bumps in Life

Welcome to my Hiding Place! Sometimes in Life we need a place to go to so we can share things!

A Hiding Place you say. Please let me explain to those that do not know me my Name I am using
on this blog is Aunt B, or you can just refer to me as B. So to Friends please try to Remember to
call me by that?

I did not want this blog linked up to my other blogs, or anywhere that someone may see it that may
not need to. Some of my posts may cause some heartache for others that know me and that is not
my intentions what so ever.

I am glad you are here. I hope to share some topics that may hit home base. Something you may be
experiencing yourselves, or maybe topics that can help you to cope with circumstances in life.

Let's start with *Who are You?*

1. Are you a person that wears your feelings on your sleeve?

2. Are you a conservative individual? There will be posts about this one for sure!

3. Do you always try to find the good in all things even Negative?

4. Do you have days when you wish there was someone to reach out to, to ask advice.

5. Do you listen to advice, or handle constructive critique well? Or do you consider that those that may
advice you to do something, may not know the entire story and since they are not living in your shoes
Their advice is of good intention, but may cause you more harm then good

For me
#1: I have been told this in my past, and I know I do this in the present, this is one of my goals for 2012
To work towards not letting what others say tear me up because I may actually be taking it the wrong way

#2: Yes I am probably too conservative, it comes from my past and has just stuck with me for years, sometimes this is a good thing! Sometimes it causes issues in my life!

#3: I am a firm believer in the fact that things happen for a reason, And even though I don't like things that go wrong any more then any other person in this world. I try hard to look beyond and to consider that maybe there is a reason, and maybe in the end it will be a good thing. This is a difficult to do, I can't and won't even try to say it is a Easy task in life.

#4: Remember childhood and that imaginary friend. Sometimes I feel like I need one of those, simply for the fact that I know what I would discuss is something that would never cause harm to anyone, or it would never
be repeated to someone I would rather not hear it.
Yes I am a Christian yes I pray and trust me when I say the best friend I have in life in God! He is Great, and he has blessed me in so many ways. And yes I shed tears to him often.
But I want to come here and shed tears of sadness, joy, confusion, you name it I want a place to come and just shout it out! And hope that it will help someone else or that the comments I get will help me to cope at times. Which leads me to #5

#5: Yes I take advice, yes I listen, but I know when to draw the line, And this my friends comes from a time a few years back that several friends online did not understand the way I was being treated. I fed on those comments and them tell me to pack by bags and I left!! BIG mistake!!!! I am proud to say I am happily married and I am glad I came home. Are there events sometimes in life that make me think I am not happy. Sure........I don't think even in the best of situations that there are not times, out of anger, out of misunderstanding, etc. that a person does not wonder in their minds, Is this right? Am I where I should be?

Trust me when I say I truly am grateful in life that I know to put my foot forward, to not look back on what may of been, or I will never be able to be happy or satisfied with what Can and Will be if I work at my own happiness in life.

Just a simple introduction, I hope to blog here at least every other day, and then sometimes it may be daily
depending on what I want to vent about.

Glad you are here. And if by chance you find some topics interesting enough to share with others, please do share this blog. It should be interesting or my hopes are that it will be.

And remember to tell me who you are

Just me Aunt B